Tuesday

I just want to thank BarryGreenland for this gorgeous journal. Barry, you're amazing, and I owe you one!

Guys, Barry does wonderful custom journal commissions, just note him at BarryGreenland


I feel better

Methinks he's going to get better, and maybe we can be together and actually WORK this time! (No more vicious cycles, you hear, mister?)


Thanks, .

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
Who doesn’t?
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
Not at all
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x]I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
Or I should, anyway
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I’ve already gotten plastic surgery on my ears when I was three, so this question is ruined for me already! I’m also gonna get a breast reduction in a year or so.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
UGH that creepy guy who used to come in where I worked (Dairy Queen at the time) and always called me Mami and said he liked his milkshakes nice and thin D:
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.
Especially on my shoulders.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
They swear back- for fun. We’re really close and can be comfortable talking about almost anything. My mom likes it when I call her “Bitchzilla!”
[ ] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
21 years and still going strong
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
I have the mommy gene.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
Define losing a child?

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x/x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my job.
I take pens all the time… I like them! They’re all left by customers anyway. Fuck, now I feel guilty D:
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
Fucking Pocahontas…
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.
The leg, nothing scandalous.

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[x ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[  ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[  ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x twice] I've had chicken pox.
Twice- all the girls in my immediate family have!

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[xxx] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
Story of my life.
[x, then got off!] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
My poor dad D: I didn’t know what it did at the time…
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[xxxxxxxxxxx] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x you mean gifts? I keep all my shirts… shirts are valuable…] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x … it happens…] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x used to be my hobby…] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x but got caught-PWNED] I've snuck out of my house.
[x but not to cover up illegal activities] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
(I’m really a man, sorry. NOT REALLY.. about the man thing, not the sorry thing.)
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
Elementary.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[almost ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
Silly Rebecca…
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[  ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[  ] I've smoked weed
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[  ] I've eaten shrooms.
[  ] I've popped E.
[  ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[  ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
Those fruit breezers are like candy. SO DELICIOUS.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[xxx ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[supposed to anyway x] I take anti-depressants.
[not anymore] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[/ idk ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x I’ve seen someone who was dying but I didn’t watch them die] I've seen someone dying.
[xxxxxx] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[x] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[xxx] I've attempted suicide.
[x] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[xxx] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[                                     NO WAY ] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[/] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[xxx] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[I enjoy love but I’m not in love with it] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x it’s all that I can afford near work regularly] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x aim mobile] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x ] I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[  ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[X] All of those are answered honestly



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