Widget, a kittycat of cuteness, is no longer a member of my family. I woke up from a nap today, and she was gone. So. I'm sad. (She didn't die YET, but she has kidney problems that we can't afford to take care of and clean up after, so she was taken to the shelter by my mother and sister.)

Now, all we have are Tabitha (aka Flabitha, who is solid black) and Nekko, who is actually my sister's.



For your enjoyment, here is Widget as a wee ball of fur.





*sigh*

Now, time to read 100 pages of history textbook for my final in the morning...

~piratenolan and I are going to make a calendar with me in it!

Who wants to buy one? (I don't know how much they'll be...)

Also, anyone have outfit ideas? haha

we're definitely bringing out the little red dress

So. Life is a lot better.

1. ~DuckieOfDoom and I are trying again! AKA Getting back together! YAY! Our first date was Thursday and he already bought me a new toothbrush and shampoo for his house today, haha.

2. My grades in school are good! (assuming I finish the paper I'm supposed to be doing right now... If I don't, my history grade will be dead.) Good thing I kept up with my schoolwork because I may be able to transfer to an actual university by next year.

3. My car hasn't died in for-freaking-ever!!! Seriously.

4. I weight less than I did in middle school! Lost 37.5 lbs since October 1st, 2009!

5. Only 3 characters left before I've played all of them at Rocky Horror! Awesome.

But mostly.

I have my Jake back. So... Dude, life rocks.

Check out my new ID. Look at how hot I am. Haha.

~DuckieOfDoom dumped me at the end of September. I am still extremely depressed.

My birthday is this Friday (the 6th of November)

I like presents.

This Saturday I'm playing Columbia for the first time in honor of my birthday. If you're in the DC area, go to [link] for more information, so you can attend if you like. It's basically my birthday party. $5 a person.

Oh, lordy. Fuck my life. Literally. Fuck it in the vagina with sand-mixed lube. Do it.

Here are reasons to hate my life:

I got a car I didn't want. It was cool. Then it broke.

Then they fixed it. (Computer update, air and fuel filters, transmission flush)

Then it wasn't actually fixed. (Brakes failed because of a faulty hose, and that scared the shit out of me)

Then they fixed it again (new hose, new skreem module in the keys which made it so it would finally actually start on the first try instead of the 5th)

But it still has problems (a leak in the fuel line for which a part is ordered but not yet paid for, it has to go back for that)

So my dad invested an extra $600 into a car less than 30 days after purchasing it, and still has more to go.

Then the bank screwed me over when their check reader ruined my paycheck, pulled all of my money out and then some without telling me (therefore overdrafting me), charged my mom's credit card $200, and didn't even bother to call me once.

Luckily, I keep track of my bank account balance and knew within hours of them doing it, but still. That was 10 days ago. They JUST NOW mailed me my mutilated check, and my new check from starbucks won't be here until Friday, which is pay day anyway. When I will be closing my account with Wachovia and going elsewhere.

So I've gone a pay period without money, and both mom and dad aren't made of money to support me since dad's paid for my car repairs ($600) and my car ($7500 + $350 sales tax and registration + $40 inspection) and my school ($1700) and my books ($100) and mom's card was charged $200, and since she's a school employee, she has no money until this friday, and it's only a partial check, AND her bill is due soon. So.

Fuck my life. I'm broke, and everyone in my family and ~DuckieOfDoom are suffering because of it. Since ~DuckieOfDoom is paying for a lot of my food and he buys my shampoo and razor replacement cartridges and all sorts of stuff. Poor Jake.

I found $30 in my backup work pants today.

I never thought $30 would feel like a fortune, but it's literally the difference between ramen/skipping meals and fast food. For that, I am thankful.

(It sucks to feel like you're working for no money. I worked my shift today, covered half of my coworker's shift, and then worked part of another starbucks employee's shift at another store, which just makes it even worse. just today. and since i don't have my last paycheck, i feel like it's for free. i know it's not. but it feels like it.)

I need a hug. and a hot bath, my legs hurt so bad right now oh my god. and i pulled muscles in my butt. i didn't know it was possible.